TELL ME I CAN'T, I'LL SHOW YOU I CAN !!!
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# Posté le lundi 14 septembre 2009 13:38

*She

*She
2 years ago, you were there, holding my hand, smiling at me
At that moment I knew that everything was going to be okey
Nothing seemed to be hard
I was okey
I was happy
I had plenty of dreams to reach
I was only asking god to cure you
And I was *wishing* for you to for ever stay next to me
Few days later, I was there, right next you, and you have passed away in front of my eyes
You were gone
I hugged you so tight, I couldn't let you go, I promised to never let you go but you were already gone
Now nothing is going to be okey
Everything seem to be hard
I'm not okey
I'm not happy
I can't dream anymore
And I have no *wishes* to make..
I'm sorry, I know you'll be sad hearing this
But you have left too soon and now I miss you so much
I know you hear me, I know you're there watching over me
But it's not enough;
I miss your hugs, your kisses, your smile, I miss holding your hand
I still remember you as if it was yesterday
I'm still waiting you as if you were coming back, are you?!
It's hard for me
I can't handle it anymore
i'm not a strong person anymore, I'm not
Just come back, please
I knw that if you do, everything will turn out to be okey
Just come back , please please
I'm begging you to come back!!
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# Posté le lundi 07 septembre 2009 18:15

I'll take the risks,
I made my decision and I'll never give up, never again!!

'Cause I Remembered Why I Wanted That Dream From The Beginning..
It Won't Be Easy I Know, But It's Worth It, I'm Sure It Is

I'm So Released; Giving Up On What You Loved The Most Is So Hard..
I'm Glad I Gained My Strength Back And I'll Never Let It Go...

I'm Doing It For *Her [[ Just To Make *Her Proud ]]
Thank You For Believing In Me.

I MISS YOU
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# Posté le mardi 18 août 2009 16:33

Sorry?! For Whom?
People I Love? Myself? *Her?
I Feel Sorry But For Whom?

I'm Making Too Many Mistakes..
I'm Saying Useless Things And Keeping The Usefull Ones To Myself..
How Can I Live With All These Regrets!?
Day After Day The List Is Growing Up..
When Is This Thing Going To End?
I'm Not Even Ready For Its End..

SPEECHLESSDISAPPOINTEDREGRETTINGFAILINGLOSINGLOSTCONFUSEDWORRIEDSCARED
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# Posté le mercredi 05 août 2009 16:44

DREAMS NEVER COME TRUE, THEY DON'T!!!!!!!!!!

I knew from the beginning that dreams do not come true, but I just was hopeful that they would.. I thought that maybe [just maybe] this time it would be different..
At the last moment, the very last moment, when I thought that nothing can take that dream away from me, everything related to that dream was blown away.. Its like an explosion that happened inside my head and took everything away from me; every little piece of hope, piece of faith, of belief, everything was gone..
Tears were faster than my words, I couldn't make a decision, I couldn't think, I just cried, cried and cried because my dream will never come true.

Why is it so hard for anyone to live their dreams? Why?
I wanted it so bad, but I just can't do it, I can't!

I really wanna go back in time, it's not easy anymore.. Life is getting harder day after day..
I want time to stop, I need a time for myself, I need to think, to clear my mind..
I wanna go back to the first day of my life..
I want you to be here, why aren't you here? It's hurting me so bad.. You could have helped me?!
Am I letting you down?! I'm so sorry, I really am..
I just need you to be here..
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# Posté le mardi 28 juillet 2009 16:32